Pain and Fog

Definition So I was finally diagnosed with undifferentiated connective tissue disease in the fall.  Basically when you have so many elements of autoimmune diseases but not enough for a definite diagnosis they give you this label.  There is no cure.  You either get better or worsen or rather officially get a autoimmune disease.  It sucks. It's hard to explain to people …

Shock

So if you don't know , or remember I am a nurse. In my previous articles (medical concerns, and medical concerns part II ) I have been describing recent medical crisis (August 2015).  There were so many signs; hindsight is 20/20; of a serious condition.  Although its not surprising that abnormally was found the results was …

Medical Concerns

So I haven't been blogging in a long while.  Sorry for the  loyal followers who probably lost all hope of me returning. But I will do a better job of blogging. Here's my story Just recently this summer I had a scary, sudden, medical emergency . Lets a walk down memory lane: I started getting  …

I’m Sorry

I'm Sorry am to soft-spoken I'm Sorry that I can sell myself I'm Sorry that I make you overlook me I'm Sorry that I don't beam with confidence I'm Sorry that I don't "look the part" I'm Sorry that I am easy-going I'm Sorry that you think I can't do it I'm Sorry I don't …

Friendship

I am going to start something new.  I don't write in my blog as often as I should. However my Facebook post are really long sometimes.  So I write my longer that fb post but short blog post here. So I realize that my natural tendencies may be perceived as non friendly.  I am a …

Decisions, decisions

So I have  been restless and out of work.  I have been toying with some risky options.  But I'm scared to make any action towards any...because there risky.  YOLO (Even thought I hate this expression) It fits perfectly.  I have been doing the right thing for years and have been miserable and alone.  Maybe men …