Pain and Fog

Definition So I was finally diagnosed with undifferentiated connective tissue disease in the fall.  Basically when you have so many elements of autoimmune diseases but not enough for a definite diagnosis they give you this label.  There is no cure.  You either get better or worsen or rather officially get a autoimmune disease.  It sucks. It's hard to explain to people …

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Strong flesh, weak mind, stronger spirit Daniel fast (day 3) 2.15

I really am learning about myself during this fast.  I have always known I was a worrier but this constant worry over food is driving me crazy.  I really do have a warped relationship with food.  I keep telling myself  that I am either gonna to starve or quit this fast. I went to our …